My boyfriend died from heart attack two weeks ago, alone at his rented apartment. We has been taking affection on each other for 3 months, but the night right before his death is our first date. I dont know why I keep dreaming about him all the time, Yet at no time did I see his face, just the feeling of his touch and his voice.
Last night the dream seemed to be clearer than ever before, we was in a date, I forgot camera at school and having to return school for picking it. I kept him waiting for an hour, when I was back to the place, it's raining so hard and he disappeared. I had to go find him everywhere, screaming his name out loud but couldnt find out. Then suddenly I saw him walking out from his EX's house, I felt crazily jealous but I just came hugging him tight and say "I'm sorry for keeping you waiting". But he didnt make a sound, until after a longgg silence, he told me:"Why didnt you call?"
Anyone make it clear for me, what he wanna say? Is this because I didnt call him the day he died? Or is this because he dont love me anymore, cuz he's still in love with his EX?
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